30 Day Challenge: Day 13

I'm horribly tired and just got in like 20 mins ago. I hosted my bestfriends baby shower and I'm just now getting home after going out to dinner with friends. My eyelids are so heavy I'm squinching to see the screen but I'm determined to get my blogpost in for today ,albeit late. 

Day 13: Three confessions of your choice 

1. I have an irrational fear that I am infertile

2. Within a few moments (maybe I'm exaggerating ) of meeting a guy I like I've already envisioned our future kids and baby names . I do not have the ability to simply live in the moment. And I hate it .

3. I've lost my faith in God. Not all of it , but enough to scare me.

-Taj